Here you come. So soon now. I’m in awe. I’m scared. I’m afraid to meet you and afraid of everything that comes before that. Your mother and I are healing but still distant. I’m distant, she’s dealing with it. Please love me. Please be happy. I am your father and I love you immediately, unconditionally, forever. I am always on your side, always. You are perfect. I miss you so much. Please come to me. We are ready and we love you.